You never know wat you will get

What if you dig
Way down deeper than your simple-minded friends
What if you dig?
What if you find
A thousand more unanswered questions down inside
That's all you find?

What if you pick apart the logic
And begin to poke the holes
What if the crown of thorns is no more
Than folklore that must be told and retold?

You've been running as fast as you can
You've been looking for a place you can land for so long
But what if you?re wrong?

Christmas is round the corner and yeap i have been taking advantage of the christmas sales...I ve been working in a pub and its pretty ok i guess cos i don really have much to do at home and i just do not have the feeling of nothing to do but at least a short trip to genting and christmas to look forward to.. Been feeling slightly melancholnic probably due to the festive season as i begin to remininise, i do like this feeling when its not intense cos somehow it makes me feel more human ...

Some people just wanna hold on to mermories, every single bit od dem, be it happy or sad, they go to the extend of keeping everything big or small . pieces of receipt stuck in their wallets diaries amd all the shit..For me i think ive learnt to let go easly and i prefer creating memories worth big enuff jus to keep in my mind..well each to his own...

Well thank God ive been better today and in the mist of recuperation, been really sick and down on my head and was running a temperature of 37.9 and some infection down somewhere God knows where i my intestine..i was so down i couldnt even walk properly and for a moment i thought i was gonna black out and on top of that my blood pressure was dropping a bit too low, got scolded by the doc for being too weak for someone my age, my parents nagging for not caring my health with care which somehow spilled over to some long lost old bad habits, it was simply a disater and i couldnt rmb the last time i feel so ill though i know my health has seriously been on the downhill, i guess it is time i get some hard and serious rest before i go kick has asses in tekong or rather get kicked in the ass a month later. Speaking of asses both sides of mine still feels a numb after be puctured by two jabs on mon and tues and according to the doc i was so weak my butt was so flat it couldnt even move when the needle went right in , and o yes i din feel anything taking the 1st one. Hopefully ill recover soon ....

I have nothing to do nowadays i want to rock and roll like this....

sum times i jus feel like rock and roll like this ....i mean i feel jaded even during my holidays..

Just in case you are sick of teletubies and feeling bored heres some japanese men for ya ..hehe