You never know wat you will get

Dads great analysis of our game with Tj enlightened me once again and it made me feel so much better.....Hes the best on-game coach and always sucess in seeing the insides of just any game especially 4 bro when he use to play for the combined schools basketball.. i realise wat really went wrong though Tj really really dun deserve the win but its our fault we lost and make me feel dat their win was more deserving, seriously feel dat we let down all our seniors but nvm we'll keep the spirit alive and fight on!!

O, congrats sis for completing her 1st maraton though she took 48 mins.....ahahha

din go to sch today was just too tired and totally not in the mood of doing so..spent the day slackin away<> and i still cant really belief wat happened but its over though i feel its worthless brooding . Its not about losing, its about not being able to except the outcome and not bringing it over with a smile...haix, tink life just got to go on and im still more blessed than many ppl.......sometimes life is like a box of chocalates, you never know wat you will get, Real Madrid don always win.....Mums student died suddenly, got knocked down by a car while he was riding his friends bicycle, a pity and very sad....

Today i met a special person, his name Aide, he reminded me of sheng hoe, my sec 2 classmate who is Autistic, i set beside him and took care of him for 1 year b4 we changed class, some people find him weird but he is actually quite a nice person, the boys in my class would often entertain him with his favourite "golf" game. Those were the good old days.....Aide is a mute and i could only communicate wif him thru hand guestures and writing....

We lost it all..and i still in disbelief.....was hoping for the girls to win to at least console us but it was oso unfortunate and i must say a big upset.......

Finally our team was quite on form today...our fire is finally back and the aj vball team i once knew is back too and it feels so much like b4 like the 04 team i played compared to the pervious games...My jersey was totally soaked with perspiration and my mouth dried up and my voice almost gone but all was worth it but we should stay forcus and further improve on the next game on thurs...o i forgot to announce aj beat HCI with a score of 2-1 it was quite a well fought battle....LEts go!!

Today we had our 2nd game of the 2nd round competition and trust me...it had been one of the worst..we played worst dan crap and i wun even consider it a victory, most of us were playing without heart and i got v sian and played like shit too....met siew peng in nj uniform with her fren at coronation when we went 4 dinner and it is reaiil nice seeing old frens which i have not seen for a long time....i managed to cool down later and not get too tempermental which got all over me after the game.....tmr is a crucial game against HC we need 2 win badly....Lets go!!

It has been quite a lazy week for me as i started lagging a bit for my tutorials after missing many tutorials and lectures for the sacrafice of vball but all has not gone v well , apparenyl our team has not reached our peak yet, our last win against my pj was totally crap and i was v disappointed with datand because of dat out of fury i showed a little poor spotsmanship returning to some1 who showed me the same the last time we played a year ago, though i regret doing so but think it all doesnt matter...i dun really give a damm... tmr morning we ll be having our sunday training.......got to know my classmates a bit better this week and we even went 4 a movie samara, din think it was nice but still i enjoyed it and we celebrated one of our classmates b day with 2 cakes, a mini and a small one, things so far in class has been quite good in school......

Got so sick i practically slept the day away...my head hurts real bad and my body burning with heat though i feel really icy.......just couldnt summon my strength to do things...man this feeling of vulnerability physically and mentally suck to the core.... :-(...just feel hurt and blue for nothing.......haix!!

im a bleeding man!! worst performance i ever put up in a game...kind of screwed up but many more games 2 go...got to live up to wat i believe in.....it was quite an ugly win....

we beat Srjc yesterday though our performance was way below satisfactory, today we put on a better show winning our second game against Tpjc.....well done guys!! we just got to carry on towards our goal.........i tore my skin the very same part i injure in china and one friendly game with shs, luckily it wasnt as serious as the last few times, besides it was a sucessful save after a dive, the others did pretty well today....


There's always the motivation of wanting to win. Everybody has that. But a champion needs, in his attitude, a motivation above and beyond winning.
Pat Riley

Its wai po's b dAY and like every other year ill have a sumptous dinner with my wacky cousins where we'll eat like theres no tomorrow...this year its still buffet but its at crown prince hotel...as usual our "kids" table would be filled with food and it was quite embarrassing when our whole bloody table was dumped with dessert just like every other time...the waiter sure had a hard time serving us...we crapped the night away and later i received a super belated hongbao for my b day hhehehe......

The season is coming and already so many of us vballers are already have injury problems including myself which i think is not as serious as many of the others..watched the game between shss and amk and felt that amk fought bravely and at least clinched 1 set of the game..the atmosphere was pretty good...training started late today and we had a friendly game with the seniors,though im certain that we played well and the team is peaking but still many are injured, just hope everyone will recover.......

Injured my thigh kind of a bit and now it hurtz.......

Today was one of those days i thought would be just 1 of those sudays whereby everything would be just a routine for me but very unexpectedly it wasnt, instead was quite extraodinary.....after havng a sumptous home-cooked meal in the afternoon i met hann at yishun where we instead decided to study at changi airport as the other places were simply too crowded....I finished tutorail 7 there except for 1 or 2 qns which i was unsure of..man i have slacking except this afternoon....we stopped at around 730pm where we met Bryan a new found big brother who is almost a decade older,hanns fren, and offered to bring me with hann to te nights safari...din really felt like going at 1st but just tagged since i had nothing better to do and it would be a waste as the tickets were expiring today....met ray another new found big bro who drove us there...Rays a great driver man!!! i enjoyed his rides speeding thru everywhere his fast turns and reverse were simply superb!! i must say he is really skillful..we reached there at around 9 and boarded the tram...it was unexpectedly cool and the air was nice and cooling and we were seating comfortably at the back seats with our legs extended....so shiok ar!!! den after completing the tram ride we moved on with the trails, the leopard trails , barking deers the hyenas and stuff chatted quite a bit and found that they were really interesting ppl and funny too and ray was telling us some personal experiences with ghost in malaysia which was very astonshing....i just felt like a young boy once again....never had i felt like this for years cos the zoo and the bird park was a bore even when i was already in sec 1 but tonight was just totally different probably of the accompany of older guys.....besides the show taht we caught at 10 was superb i must say...we all enjoyed it alot,comical and entertaining at the same time....we headed to the nasi lemak stall at yishun where we had our supper and chatted till 1230 b4 sending hann home and later me....on my way home i learnt really alot from both bryan and ray, alot of personal experiences and valuable advice and their slightly different schools of thought..life seem to be a long way to go and sometimes i feel it isnt worth getting worked-up by very minor things and i think i should reallly cherish my time in school now and lke wat ray said never regret things i do......tonight had been one rather memorable night.....glad i started a bit of work and din play tennis with LC, carl and the rest this weekend which will probably tire me out though i really felt like whacking some balls, will do so next week i guess?? vball season in a week, unfortunately im not v excited will be probably when it starts i hope.......currently i feel v gd!! yeah!!

life so far has been rather peaceful and there are practically no major frustrations on my mind excecpt my undone maths tutuorial, glad dat now i have a least some sense of urgency hahha....anyway after crapping with van & mark for hours we had a friendly game with Amk sec which we beat 4-0. i was quite irritated when the game started in he 1st set cos we were like thrilling like many points and there were simply too many mistakes made by everyone, luckily things got better...the team is peaking but i wont say im completely at ease cos i know it wun be easy playing nyjc(i dun play to lose like always since the begining of my time)....my legs were aching really badly today and the seniors came back v late and we continued playing till v late haix!! got a bit bored and sick towards the end but it was still ok still managed to hang out.......