You never know wat you will get

im down down down mentally and physically, but dat will just last for a while.....ill be crawling back with a firm breathe of determination....i need to feel being in control again....wait and ill show you wat i have got....

Hmm.. been a long time since i blogged , feeling melancholnic the past week and lifes been really busy with tons of this and tons of that.......i got to buck up man cos i slightly lagging lately ....promos is like in 38 days and its either a make or a break.......


Im slipping away.....

As always Ajs celebration was all like 4 show and dat it existed....but i will not compare the experiences i had b4....But i kind of enjoyed the video which was surprisingly quite creative which tried to allow ppl to have another outlook on things and i kind of enjoyed it...After dat we had almost 3 hours of history lectures which almost killed me and i ended up dosing off in the last part and my notes became more blank after each page...

I truy look forward to every years NDP, not becos of anythin but becos of the fire works display...had a splendid view of fire works and just also enjoy the cool breeze bowing against my face...it was mesmerising...some things r just so shortlived wouldnt they last longer??haven been doin much ..dammm..ok ill go now...

Promos really nearin..........




+a glimpse from behind off the corner of my eye , so near yet far away.....

Schools really becoming a routine, u go to sch in the morning and next thing u noe u r back again, been feein really lethargic in lessons really got to buck up be organised and strive for the final lap...i need energy and lots of dem....i jus need to stop myself from procrastinating, its realy a fatal flaw.... been too lazy blogging and jus in case u r wondering wats been goin on probably more non-routine would be 38s bbq....im too lazy to type so i copied d happenings from leens blog...

actual party starts at 6+. e fire was quite badly set up.. maybe coz of e charcoals ba.. we play cards, tok, chat, blahs blahs.. e fun thigny came when we played with e foam thignys.... haha! too bad for cheng yao who always bullys us. now is our turn to get back~! weew hoo!! =D (BIG SMILE ACROSS MY FACE) in e end we all got wet.. thanks to mark who tried to get back at us by playing with h2o. hehess.. orh, miang baked leong parn 2 cheese cakes! nice nice nice'!! haha, next time mus teach me how to bake.... quite alot of em left at 10. while apek, desley, cheng yao,miang, wenxin, lao lai n mat stayed over lo. we went to e fitness corner n started to play guitar n sing. hmph.. not bad.. quite fun`! orhs.. we play truths (no dare) den knew quite abit of secrets bot us.. cheng yao say that he once got................. haha! of coz i cant say la stupid. entralled by des's wushu stunts. tee heeaz. we went home at bot 1.30am. was so hungry!! hehes. n we decided to grill our leftover chickens for supper. super delicious`>!! hehe.s.. orh ya! lao lai this guy ah.. i think he has a liking for guys for very long already. anyone seen e pic he took with des? hees.s. abit gayish loh. yeah really abit only. den when we were going to zZz, cy wanted e bed to himself, but lao lai keep squeezing in n insist that they should share. finally, he kana kicked out from e bed, he lugged 4 chairs, form n line, n slept on e chair. no, tt's not e end. in e morning when he woke up, he went to e bed n wanted to share it again.... heheaz>~! lao lai ah... lao lai~!!!