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You never know wat you will get

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

posted by Sawat dee @ 9:12 AM  
Its all empty inside me....if only i mattered...

Sunday, May 28, 2006

posted by Sawat dee @ 7:42 AM  
Something new perhaps...
U noe wat i mean....well it time for things to be renewed enlightened ..anyway its relationships with friends, piorities on work, family everything too much...Well sometime i feel i feel like everything is drying up and i ask why, perhaps i think new things will change the way things are..


One doesn't discover new lands without consenting
to lose sight of the shore for a very long time.


Wednesday, May 24, 2006

posted by Sawat dee @ 8:15 AM  
Darkness is alluring.....
I look at the sky it was in complete darkness without even a ray of light from any stars dat seem to have all been covered up...isnt darkness beautiful..dats oso why satan was projected 1st as women in the passion of the christ..anyway speaking of the devil i tink hes been doin a g8t job on me if he really does rule over this and if u do believe he exists...

Lets compare scars and ill tell u hus is worst...


Sunday, May 21, 2006

posted by Sawat dee @ 8:15 AM  
The pleasure of being sad
Im daamm freakin bored sigh!!.........some1 kill me pls ....
Adam's Song-blink 182
I never thought I'd die alone

I laughed the loudest who'd have known?

I trace the cord back to the wall

No wonder it was never plugged in at all

I took my time, I hurried up

The choice was mine I didn't think enough

I'm too depressed to go on

You'll be sorry when I'm gone

I never conquered, rarely came

16 just held such better days

Days when I still felt alive

We couldn't wait to get outside

The world was wide, too late to try

The tour was over I'd survived



Saturday, May 20, 2006

posted by Sawat dee @ 9:43 AM  


help!!...

Friday, May 19, 2006

posted by Sawat dee @ 7:28 AM  
Never left my heart.......


I jus wanna let all of u guys dere in aj dat u ppl neva ever left my heart.. always on my mind..Anyway i went down to watch the basketball finals to watch aj vs hci ..aj lost but did well..i would really like aplogise for not turning up on wed for the aj vball finals cos i had exams and 4get to d time and wen i did find out my mum wun allow me out.. crap..i din get to c aj vball win d finals..haiya dun really matter after all does it?? Anyway it was g8t seein ppl i neva saw for like 4 months...i realised i did noe quite alot of ppl dinner wif some 38ters saw myself crappin like i aways use to do haha..anyway hist today was really taxing 3 hours of non-stop writing and i guess i at least used up 12 or 13 pieces of paper probaby more ful of crap and my hands realy sore after dat cos yesterday econs oso saw me writin essay for 2 hrs 15 min at least ..crap..
i have something to announce is dat im single and how hard was i explain myself even frens online not in aj qns me ..hai!! wats is wrong man!!

Leavin home felt abit melancholnic but i was quite ok , and met hock now in ns frm badminton in aj last time and he commented i might c him again in 10 yrs..hmmm it sounds rader logical and realistic abt frens...but leaving is part of life and jus learnt of sin hui deaparting for aussie soon & she actually saw me at hans d oder day but din say hi.. haiyo..

im swinging life away......



Saturday, May 13, 2006

posted by Sawat dee @ 8:25 AM  
THAT ONE PARTICULAR DAY.


first: CHOCOLATE FONDUE at clarke quay's haagen dazs. it was simply and awfully heavenly.

second: what was left after we were done with our "little piece of heaven". haha.

third: tha point is not ma hair or head. but tha 2 pple who were complaining NON-STOP bout tha service, food and blahblahblah. only tha lady, actually. haha.
"why did they put so much strawberry syrup in yer drink this time? it was not as much tha last time."
"they ought to ask fer tha individual customer's preference and not impose other's views onto yer drink."
"i asked fer roasted almonds and they gave me flakes!"
[you get ma drift.] but it was hilarious listening (not that i normally eavesdrop, it jus so happened to be louder. haha.)

hey, thanks for ytd. it was really fun. altho' there were really sian moments when i wished i cld jus vanish into thin air or sleep [like at tha train station], i enjoyed maself thoroughly. i know you did too. lets do it again sometime. (:

xXx,
manda.



Thursday, May 11, 2006

the incoherent few lines.

posted by Sawat dee @ 8:52 AM  
THE INCOHERENT FEW LINES.
start of mid years! had gp and chinese today. gp was average but chinese was simply jus bad. lets not think bout it, its over anw. we're all feeling tha pressure from whatever stares blankly at us when we face our textbooks in utmost awe, wonder and disgust [of how we did not get down to it earlier]. stress is now an understatement. and there is no longer a word that cld describe this agony we face.

ive not studied fer like 3 weeks and 4 days alr! [its 3 mins to 5 days.] cant seem to kick tha addictive habit of procrastinating. ugh!

smth i ripped outta ma blog:
"in this world where its primary nature is to be capricious, no one can predict whats gonna happen next. or if you think of it in a morbid sense, when you're going to die. but one thing seems definite - relationships. these are treasures that moths cannot destroy, that when built on a firm foundation of trust, even an earthquake of magnitude eight cannot demolish. its untouchable and the only possible way of abolishing it, is to ruthlessly tear it apart with your own two hands. i too, seem to be able to do it subconsciously. and i assure you that its no fun at all."

snippets: figment of vivid images still appears in ma mind now and then, and it always ends with a tear, with a reminder that certain individuals are now gone, maybe fer a moment, or most probably - forever. however, i still cling onto that faint hope - a hope that a miracle will happen.

hey! study hard. play hard[er.]

this entry is posted by MANDA. (:



Sunday, May 07, 2006

posted by Sawat dee @ 9:40 PM  
Tired of being tired....
yawns.....Cheers to Low thia kiang and chiam see tong its really disappointing dat wp lost at Aljunied though the results were pretty gd wif 44% in favour and a shame to PM Lee who merely lost 35% to a bunch of newbies at amk....wait till its my turn to vote , its really boring to see no 1 contestin yr after yr at my GRC with PAP declaring victory on every other nomination day...The oppostion the whole has done well and i really hope dis serves a alarm to the PAP who only finally realised dat that Gomez campaign has been pissin ppl off towards the end of the 9 days and also the failed attempt to threaten ppl in the opposition smcs on upgradin , same old lousy weapon , on the oder hand touchin to know dat ppl in Hougang and potong pasir dun buy dat and give, it shows dat some singaporeans are after all not dat always dat money-faced... cheers to dat!!
O ya ppl at 82 i feel ought to retire and enjoy life and look after their grand children...
I seriously do not know me wat got into me lately....
distracted...
wat is meant to be will eventually be a mermory of time.....

Friday, May 05, 2006

posted by Sawat dee @ 9:09 AM  
The faded facade
Its the very same old familiar faces i met today , i met many ppl today, ppl who marked diff phases of my life frm sec to jc and oso the present and dat same smile which never fails to make my heart melt in the instance. and its the same old familiar game watchin vball at ccab recallin how i use to accept victory only and defeat was ever so bitter..despite being the defeat aj still qualifies i realise i really din matter to me whether my heart was dere , the dust has settled and to be honest sometimes it feels really heart-breaking but ill contented to jus sight frm the distance..in fact i jus came back frm K.A.P after dinner wif the np vball team after havig a casual game dere enjoyed myself after displaying my mizuno shoes for such a long time and my juniors or the contrary all fired wif passion..Anyway it was d long talk on the politics of vball which is really messy cos theres endless to talk abt as well as experiences shared wen players unite but it jus made me realise how into i really was as of now i din matter but it gd to discuss all this things i really enjoy in the past...

These few days has made me rather sentimental or emo i jus nd to pick up dat courage...

You make me wanna brave....


Thursday, May 04, 2006

posted by Sawat dee @ 8:42 AM  
I tried to be perfect again

Today , a dilemma and prayer been answered a decision made though in not a idealistic or rather a excruciatin and rather hurtin fashion....despite promising myself i wil let myself experience the same old feelins it kind of hit me a little today..thank god ive gone thru something or rather things so much worst though never dealt in the same way ..perhaps im to blame but i wun be sorry for helpin in fact rather determined esp wen i do care...Tmrs a day i would be lookin forward to going down to support aj vball against tj..heard dat the gers are out disappointed but dats still hope in the guys to win...
a fading facade- a fear revived

Coldplay-Low
You see the world in black and white
No colour or light
You think you'll never get it right
But you know you might

The sky could fall could fall on me
The parting of the seas
But you mean more mean more to me
Than any colour I can see

All you ever wanted was love
But you never looked hard enough
It's never good at giving itself up
All you ever wanted to be
Living in perfect symmetry
Nothing is as down on this Earth as us





Tuesday, May 02, 2006

posted by Sawat dee @ 8:07 PM  
Tear me off a piece of blanket
Been really distracted and dat feelin disgust me esp wen i have a big pile of work waiting for me..if u ask me d reason the thing is i ve been thinking a bit too much maybe dats the prob..thank god i manda was dere to crap hehe...anways ive been watching news v often on news and to be honest i really sick of the Gomez scandal i after another the ministers go after him and dere goes half of the election news how great and im sure im gonna get the same crap in the next few days.... attended a Wp rally at hougang after visitin grandma and realise i haven been ard for a v long time i could even notice a big change in my cousins who are in the jcs..how time flies and its may already...been blastin music in my ears and i probably goin deaf v soon ...currently listenin to a song by rise against called paperwings think its really gd..
paperwings
One last thing I beg you please just before you goI've watched you fly on paper wings halfway around the worldUntil they burned up in the atmosphere and sent you spiraling downlanding somewhere far from here with no one else aroundto catch you falling downand I'm looking at you now


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