You never know wat you will get

cough cough cough......my flu is recovering but my lungs are killin me...thry are as weak as ever....exams over .....and finally 3805(1st 3 mths) is finally meetin again tmr......

my biological timing is screwed big time and the exams are freaking near..holis over soon....

today is the day i studied the most ever since the holis started...so dats a consolation 4 me...did econs ....met joanne at the cafe gailee and ben later at WRL, there were many ajcians today and mny jc students tink every1s muggin while i m slackin so much.......exams startin in a weeks time ....hapi mugging every1...

O had a funny encounter wif a funny ger ecounter online...wk frens i tink, wth ...gonna work hard i hope....

went WRL and met nancy and jos , haven seen dem 4 quite some time cos i couldnt make it for the 04s13 outings the last few times studied with them all things couldnt really go in my head, o i saw yawen from 38 again.... had a hair cut and came home with mum stressing me out again!! damm.....

i losing my energetic self and wonder when ill recharge...anyway the days have been quite boring but ironically wateva i step out of my house isee familiar faces everywhere anytime...its gettin a bit freaky...and take today for example met the two np vballers at 12pm and were on the way to sch..and when i reach the lib i realise i noe almost every1 in the same section of 4 tables...the pj ppl ny ppl and alvin..and later somemore....i guess singapore is really damm small.....

If I turn my back I'm defenseless And to go blindly seems senseless If I hide my pride and let it all go on Then they'll take from me'till everything is gone If I let them go I'll be outdone But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer ..........been listening to linkin park again..

went to chuas hse to for his sons 1 month old celebration, played majong and 24 pts which caused to drink a bit jus like when i was in china wif the vballers, turned a bit red and luk a bit stupid n the mirror....

i dropped my phone on 165 <> but got it back frm a super nice guy after meetin up wif him at clementi.....his name is chinning and apparently hes back 4 holidays frm his overseas university....i thank him a million times and his gf was like smiling non stop at me cos i was quite like sweating quite a bit,thank him a million times....phew it was a relief but dere are really nice ppl around man!!

drowning in blues and greys...

its the 1st vball after so long, i wun really call it training bu just playin vball,xin min players came down for DSA but they are not bad la but dere were really v few of us just 5 i tink anyway i studied alone in sch from 2 quite saddistic cos its quite unlike me........kind of funny cos i have been seein long lost frens who are like appearing from nowhere but not meetin with frens in aj.....anyway sis and mum will be leavin 4 HK in 4 hours time at 4.30am was suppose to go but dad wants me to stay and study but tink its gd dis way la....feelin abit emotional listenng to cold play songs now.....

the week had been a super boring when everyone is probably having their camps in sch while im rotting at home, i stayed at home 4 a record no of days,,,no trainings no outings just plain rotting at home.....and today went over to vans hse wif harry xavier mark ci..at least it was defintely better dan stayin at home, we din do much but slack around and even played chinese chess where van refused to admit defeat even after losing all her "troops" lolx..... next week dere ill be training4 track and field cos i realised ill be taking part in a competition damm it.....i tink i need to enhance my holidays......and 4 some reason which i decided to stay in sg and not go on a tour to hk which i kind of regret cos dad wants me to study sigh!!